friends

When you meet new people how do you responded? Me.. Well I am very quite, keep to my self, I make funny comments. I honestly don't judge anyone. I just try to figure out who someone is and if they would like me. To me I think me is hard to get to know me and that makes me be more quite. When I meet someone I don't know. I don't jump to life long friend or someone I will know longer than I need to. I kinda know why that is. It is mostly because I don't like losing people. Whether it is through death or moving away, whatever it may be I don't like when people I grow close to leave. So that shows why I can't get close to people right away. When I lose a friend who I thought I would have for a long time I don't like how I feel and I don't like what I feel I should do. moving on is something I need to learn to do quicker. I think once I do grow close to them I don't want to let go of what made us close to begin with. The wonderful memories are something to cherish but something that can cause more pain because those will never happen again. Why do meeting, leaving and moving on all happen so fast? They all seem to happen right after one another. The meeting and getting to know each other tend to stay longer because you use them to help you move on. The idea of losing anyone should make people love and cherish who and what they have with those people. The famous line "you don't know what you got til it is gone" comes to mind. To all those people who have either lost people because of a fight or death or because you felt you did not need them. I am sorry and if you can try to get in touch with them and see how they are doing.

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Breanne